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Holiday Blahs
Dec. 30th, 2018 06:33 pm I was going to be productive today. I always plan on being productive on Sundays. It rarely happens. However, I was productive enough to realize that I've lost my season tickets for Broadway Across America. After an hour of panic and searching, I went online and discovered I can reprint the tickets. Well, all except the Hamilton ones. Which is of course the show I really really want to see. It isn't until June. So either the tickets will magically turn up in a place I haven't looked yet, or I will be calling to see if they can re-issue them. I blame this on chemo brain and a very messy bedroom. I can't imagine that I threw the booklet away though. But who knows.
My teeth and fingernails hurt again. I'll be so glad when the chemo is done. Only 3 more sessions.
To make life more interesting, my calcium was high during my last blood test. Not sure why. But now I have to cut back on the milk and cheese. I love cheese. Oh well. Could be worse.
I'm tired. Fatigued. Part of me wants to crawl in bed and stay there. But I have to work tomorrow. Should be a quiet day though. I'll probably be able to leave early without a problem. It's been really hard to be motivated. Not just this week but this entire year. Maybe even since November 2016. I've been feeling more emotional lately too. Not sure if it's winter blues, the chemo, both, neither. I suppose it doesn't really matter.
I finished the new Watership Down adaptation on Netflix today. It was good, but the animation wasn't as visceral or artistic as the original. Makes me want to read the book again though. And yes it did make me cry. I feel like I need to cry more though, just get it all out of my system.
My teeth and fingernails hurt again. I'll be so glad when the chemo is done. Only 3 more sessions.
To make life more interesting, my calcium was high during my last blood test. Not sure why. But now I have to cut back on the milk and cheese. I love cheese. Oh well. Could be worse.
I'm tired. Fatigued. Part of me wants to crawl in bed and stay there. But I have to work tomorrow. Should be a quiet day though. I'll probably be able to leave early without a problem. It's been really hard to be motivated. Not just this week but this entire year. Maybe even since November 2016. I've been feeling more emotional lately too. Not sure if it's winter blues, the chemo, both, neither. I suppose it doesn't really matter.
I finished the new Watership Down adaptation on Netflix today. It was good, but the animation wasn't as visceral or artistic as the original. Makes me want to read the book again though. And yes it did make me cry. I feel like I need to cry more though, just get it all out of my system.
